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Gerri
Platinum Member
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 Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 10:59:43 AM
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Hi People, I am so sorry I have not been on here for sooo long, I cannot say anything on here for the moment but all will be revealed soon I can pm you but fear that my post will be read if done publicly by someone who can not only hurt me, but my horse too, but the saving grace has been that I have now met Basbob and she has been an absolute god send to me and our sanity here.
Have made some very good friends and supportive people, my darling Milly and my Stallion are stuck in the UK, but thank God they are with good people who are helping me, without them god only knows what would have happened to them......It breaks my heart to be without them and there is not a day goes past that I am not breaking my heart at being apart from them, but please god it will not be too much longer now Thanks to all for your concern I do appreciate it, I don't know how I could have got things sooo wrong
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Roseanne
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 11:20:29 AM
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| Gosh, sounds awful Gerri. What terrible things have happened to you? Sounds very mysterious... I do hope you get sorted soon and can finally relax a bit. |
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Gerri
Platinum Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 11:58:17 AM
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| Trust me, you will never know how bad things are, I don't know even by putting it all into words that it will reveal just how bad things are, but I will when I am able to, the only saving grace is that it is not just me, this was all done before to someone else by the same person, so at least I know that its not just me but it does not make you feel any better when you feel so low |
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akitamom
Gold Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 12:00:23 PM
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| Sounds awful whatever you have been going through...hope the horses are ok... |
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paul_exe
Platinum Member
United Kingdom
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 12:15:20 PM
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Gerri I do not know what has happened, but wishing you well for a successfuly outcome.
Best Wishes to you and yours.
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Gerri
Platinum Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 12:26:38 PM
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Hi Paul and thank you so much for your kind words, this lifted my spirit this morning to read all the lovely messages, I have missed you all so much but to be honest I was so afraid to log on to the forum because I did not know what to say to you all. I was just so thrilled to be moving here to a place that could accommodate my animals and that we were able to buy in February and it all seemed so perfectmy mother came out to celebrate her 75th birthday here with me and my sister came to and we had lunch in the most beautiful place, but she was so very sad at seeing how unhappy I was and stressing and crying over this terrible situation and she also found it so difficult not to say anything but is terribly worried at the stress I am under really by not having my precious animals with me and I cannot go back as our house is also rented out and Simon wants me here with him so desperately too, I know it is all so mysterious at the moment but I will explain I promise but I just can't at the moment and you will understand all. by the way my mum was a Friday the 13th baby too |
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Pixie
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rosyw
Platinum Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 12:53:32 PM
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Hi Gerri, sorry, I've only just seen this, you seem to be having a really bad time, email me rosiew1@tiscali.co.uk, let me know if I can do anything to help.
Keep your chin up, at least Milly & Fabi are in good hands, and I'm sure Sy is looking after you (((hugs))) to you, Sy and Dan. |
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Gerri
Platinum Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 1:02:24 PM
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| Hi Rosie, I felt so low for soo long, will ring you later, but things got so bad I could not tell anyone as I felt it was all my fault and could not beleive how wrong I had got things, then I met a person who had exactly the same thing done to them and had felt just like me I was afraid to face anyone or tell them how bad things were and just could not bring the big loves of my life into this situation, will explain all later, then my mum came out with my sister and I could not think of an excuse big enough to put their visit off as I knew she would guess something was wrong, and when she came out she was shocked and had to try soo hard not to say anything, she was upset and absolutely fuming, which made me feel even worse as the last thing I wanted was her to worry about me. The good side is that France is absolutely beautiful and the french people are so lovely and we have met some truly wonderful french people here that have been such a godsend to us even though we met them through awful circumstances and they have become such wonderful friends. I manage to stay positive most of the time, but when I cannot sleep I break my heart or when I hear or think about my babies in England, even though I know they are being well looked after and loved I just sob my heart out. will call you this evening and you will understand things a bit better, love you, cyril and eleanor always Gerri xxxxxxxxxx |
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Judith S
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 1:22:11 PM
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Gerri - I've replied to your pm.
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pat day
Moderator
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 2:07:26 PM
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Gerri, whatever the awful thing is, that has happened, I hope you are getting professional help to deal with it.
You sound very wounded, and very depressed.
Please, please look into it, if you have not already.
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egzotyka
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England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 2:09:19 PM
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Sorry to hear of all your troubles in France Gerri - i do hope things pick up for you very soon.
Here are a few pics of Fabbi taken 2 weeks ago when it was sunny here! for you - you know that he is being well taken care of here with us and so you do not neeed to worry about him as well, although i no it must be hard for you being without him and Milly.
Take care
Flo and Rosie x
Let him of the lunge for a mooch!
Sleeping afterwards
sorry quality not so good - camera on my phone! |
   
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NUTTER
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England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 2:39:13 PM
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Hi Gerri
Well Fabbi looks in very fine health to me and chilled in his stable!!
So you have found him a great home for now.. can understand you missing them though..
Hope things get sorted and sorry to hear the move of your suposid happiness has been spoilt for now.. note i put now.. which hopefully means whatever how serious gets dealt with as swiftly as possible for you and all your family..
Sending love and hugs Sarah x. |
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natntaz
Platinum Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 2:42:37 PM
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Sorry to hear you are having a terrible time of
it for what ever reason Hope it all gets sorted
out quickly and that you get to be with your lovely
horses soon Good luck |
   
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Wyllow
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 3:30:19 PM
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Whatever the circumstances ~ I am sorry to hear you have been so upset. sening you a big (((HUG))).
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rosyw
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England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 3:34:48 PM
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The boy certainly looks well that should cheer you up a little Gerri |
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M Robson
Silver Member
Wales
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 3:43:50 PM
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| I met your beautiful stallion on Thursday evening whilst visiting Flo and Rosie. They could not be doing a better job he is a very happy boy and living in a five star setting. It really is a beautiful place they have, you have given him the best in the UK (hats off to you Gerri). I hope things get better for you soon, you sound like such a lovely lady! |
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vjc
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United Kingdom
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 4:05:57 PM
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| oh gerri don`t know what has gone on with you but keep your chin up, all the best.x |
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Gerri
Platinum Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 4:33:24 PM
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Oooh Rosie and Flo, thank you sooo much for the pics they are wonderful, and yes I know he has a fab home with you but must get in contact with you to sort somethings out, I did write to you but had no reply I did not want you to worry, I will make it up to you for all your help and kindness, Milly is still with Yvonne too, I am driving miles everyday to sort something out its so difficlt with him being entire but the quicker we can buy something the better, making an offer on Tuesday on something hope it will be accepted but trying to get back up plan just in case.
Thanks everyone for your kind words and thoughts, I think this year has been so awful with everything that has happened and I am trying so hard to get everything sorted out. but yes Pat I am very down at the moment but need a clear head so don't want anything to numb the hurt just yet I really appreciate everyones support and really feel for Basbob too as she suffered this before I met her and she reached out and has been such a help to me since I have been here, she is quite a remarkable lady I have to say and a lovely person too |
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geegee
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 4:39:21 PM
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Gerri,
I just wanted to say that whatever it is that is going on, I really hope that your life can get back on track soon without causing you further distress.
My thoughts are with you and your family.
Take care. |
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HollowmoorStud
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bridie
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 5:11:03 PM
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Gerri....I have been thinking about you since you moved, Im really, truly sorry you are so down.
Whatever it is you will over come it.
Chin up girl.
BIG HUG
Mandy xx |
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Gerri
Platinum Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 5:21:41 PM
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| Rosie and Flo have pm'you back let me know if you get it as I worry, many thanks Gerri and thank you birdie for your kind words, I really am trying to stay up beat but just wish things culd happen a bit faster |
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Info Sponge
Bronze Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 5:35:34 PM
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So sorry to hear you are so unhappy at the moment. Whatever is going on surely will come to an end soon. Meanwhile big hugs from me and my little 'pink' filly.
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Kirsty5278
Platinum Member
England
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Posted - 06 Jul 2008 : 9:24:10 PM
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| Oh gerri - we did wonder where you are! Gosh you've been through a bit lately and now whatever this is! I hope whateve it is passes with no harm to you and your family (including horses) very soon xxx |
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